So life in the movies always seems so blissful. Even the montages of people working hard, clips of 1am desperation and bursts of passion. In real life, it all just sucks. I’ve always wanted to write a book. There I said it. It seems daunting, or perhaps it seems like the easiest thing in the… Continue reading Beating Words & Aching Dreams
So my car was rear-ended yesterday. Yeah, that happened. It’s never happened to me before when I was the one driving, and I was so full of shock that I couldn’t comprehend what was going on. My brain couldn’t understand if it was me who hit the car in front of me, or if it… Continue reading Car Marks & Heart Scars
I’ve always had separation anxiety when it comes to people. As I’m trying to analyze my attachment struggles, I’m learning so many things about myself these last few years. And so looking back at my elementary school diary makes me realize: I’ve always been like this. And that fact alone, gives me a little peace.… Continue reading Attached or Nah?
I think you can relate to pressing your ears against the cold squeaky door as a kid, wishing you could be a part of the “past-9pm” club. A downstairs unknown mystical place where adults would laugh the loudest, the most luxurious food would pop out, and TV colours would somehow shine the brightest resolution. I… Continue reading Why Did We Leave Our Childhood Innocence Behind?
And the saga continues….and finally ends, my barista journey finally ends…for now…(because who knows? Clearly not me…ever). I wrote a blog post about starting my first job at Starbucks last year. Click here to read it! Oh crap, it wasn’t last year, it was last last year. May 2016. It’s almost been two freaking years. I… Continue reading Why I Quit Starbucks…Again…
In days when you can’t handle things, find a way to do your most favourite favourite thing. Something small, something simple that makes your eyes flutter from excitement, and cheeks ache from smiling so hard. The past couple days have kind of felt grey for me. When I get really worked up and exhausted, the… Continue reading 5 Safe Havens in Days of Grey
A train comes your way. I wonder what goes through your mind in that moment. Is it every person you’ve ever loved? Almost loved? Wished to loved? Regretted to love? Is it everything just all at once, wondering what you could’ve done differently, internally screaming in pain at your choices, your shortened fate approaching? Does… Continue reading Date with Destiny